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[image description: A grayscale Trigun comic featuring Vash and Wolfwood.
Against a black background, child Vash floats in Ship 5, curled up and with his thumb pressed to his mouth. Heartbeat noises sound around him, and he looks at peace. The background shifts to white and shows adult Vash, sitting shirtless with his knees pulled up to his chest. The heartbeat sound continues only to be interrupted by knocking. Wolfwood, from outside the bathroom, asks, "Hey blondie! You fell asleep in there?"
The scene expands to reveal Vash sitting curled up in the bathtub, shower spraying on the back of his head. His clothes are left aimlessly on the bathroom counter and floor. From outside the bathroom, Wolfwood, shrugging of his jacket, continues, "⦠The sand steamer leaves at dawn tomorrow so don't take all night. I'm not waking you up gently if you're late." Vash's eyes continue to look downward, glazed and unfocused. Step sound effects and a yawn sound from outside the bathroom before Wolfwood says, "'m going to bedā¦". In the tub, Vash sits curled up against a dark background, before eventually lifting his head and unfurling himself as the background grows lighter.
He twists around to turn off the shower and then looks at the floor, going, "Ah." He sits, thinking, before calling out "Wolfwood?". A sleepy Wolfwood replies, "ā¦yeah?" from offscreen. "I forgot my towel!" Vash exclaims. "Ugh, look under your change of clothes⦠Knew you'd forget so I left it thereā¦" a grouchy Wolfwood replies. "Gee, thanks!" Vash replies, a cartoony doodle of him saying "so reliable!".
Vash, shirtless but with sleep pants on, opens the door, towel draped over his head, to see Wolfwood, reclining on the bed. Wolfwood's smoking and holding his rosary, lit by the light from the bathroom. Vash climbs into bed next to him, towel still around his shoulders, and rests his head on Wolfwood's chest. His eyes close and then open to see Wolfwood watching him. Vash exclaims, "Oh! It's speeding up!, and Wolfwood bonks him on the head before saying, "Get on here since ya wanna be so up close 'n personal!". The two tussle briefly and Vash laughs before Wolfwood tucks the blanket around them. Wolfwood continues to smoke as Vash curls up against his chest and listens to his heartbeat, the background turning black once again as he smiles, content. /end id]
#trigun#trimax#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#vash centric#my art#image described#vash finding comfort in regular and rythmic sounds#vash missing the quietness of the zero-g room and never being able to truly find that same safe space again#at it again with the heart-themed vash comics#its gonna happen again#from the manga we already know vash's little habit of curling in on himself#so i thought i'd give my own little idea to that concept#also sleepy woowoo with his rosaryš«¶š«¶#<- very important to me#i think he'd use it out of habit to occupy his mind rather than for any religious reasons#thank you sm gnomebud for the ID!!#raepliica_art
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Some Symptoms of ADHD from Someone who is diagnosed:
Forgetfulness that impacts daily life
Difficulty remembering others names and even faces
Hard to stop fidgeting or moving when bored. Difficult to stop even when aware
Hyperfocus
Lack of motivation in tasks, even more so when external motivations are not given
Difficulty in being organized for extended periods of time
[[Symptoms of Adult ADHD]]
#on a post from a week ago I saw so many people talk about their ADHD and the stigma around it#and i just had a really good conversation with one of my friends about ADHD and.... I just want to create a safe space here for it#ADHD is awful and not enough people talk about how truly detrimental it can be. You gaslight yourself. You mask. You feel shame.#it is so so important for me to create a safe space for people here about ADHD. And people NEED to understand our struggles.#i am literally making this post in a cold sweat because I had this thought in the car AND I HAD TO MAKE THIS POLL#ADHD#adhd problems#bread#my polls
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micro comic with no real point or punchline i just have conversations i wanna draw out sometimes
#a doodley#1. throuple lives in a mobile home esque situation on the kaye farm... they can see#al's parents' house from there! they do laundry there weekly even#so of course it wld be much nicer to spend some time there#2. talon doesn't want to meet al's parents bc he doesnt wanna meet more people LMAO#but honestly truly i think he'd die if he had 2 more people caring about him. because al's parents are SO caring#he already has Issues with his ''boyfriends'' treating him in a way he perceives as Parent/Child#having actual parents tacked on would fry his brain in every direction#so he hides#they know about him they've seen him but they've never interacted with him one on one#its SO painful for them because they wanna get to know him soooo bad they want to spoil him#AND ALSO i dont think the racecar bed was actually given away#i added that bc i needed Something there at the end ykwim#i think the racecar bed is tucked to the side of al's childhood room. with a bunch of stuff on it#in furryverse i like to think nyalon naps there#al's old room is on the second floor but it has an entrace from the outside (outside stairsā like#a fire escape) so i think talon (furry or human) would go there sometimes#if he needed space away from al and smunker#its their compromise when talon REALLY freaks out#like please dont skip town. there's a huge chance he'll convince himself to never come back if he does#and being out in the woods is scary what if something Happens. use my old room instead youll be safe and alone
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i may be dumb what game is that man (the one rawing a girlie/you...?) from?
hes daniel from wh4t 1 w0ulndt d0 [itch.io] but please heed the warnings before playing !
#RAWING A GIRLIE/YOU IS INSANEššššš WAY TO CALL ME OUT ššššššššššššššššššššš#I THOUGHT THIS WAS A SAFE SPACE..........#some friends made me play it during a call it was truly an experience of all time bc i was reading this shit out loud like an audiobook šš#my voice was legit trembling theres even shit i was too embarassed to read aloud ššššš but it was super fun tho !!#anyw the name of the game was in the tags too so#franswers
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I just thought of some very good dialogue between Crosshair and Echo and now I am tempted to write a fic of them in the very beginning after Echo first joins where Echo is just so stubbornly persistent and Crosshair is Crosshair-ing in the most 'walls up, let no one in' kind of way and it doesn't even need to have a plot it just needs to exist
#the bad batch#tbb echo#tbb crosshair#the bad batch fanfiction#imagine this okay this is what I'm thinking#Crosshair is in a mood has been for days#and the rest of the batch is like leave him be he will get over it#and Echo is like... no something doesn't seem alright#and he is trying to get through to him#because this is Cross this is the man who wanted him to join clone force 99 from like minute 1 after they met#he has seemed distant in the way that change is hard for Cross (as it is for all the batch)#but this distance is... worse...#and one night Crosshair is sitting on the roof of the ship alone and sulking and Echo against other's advice follows him up there#and they talk and Crosshair is aloof bc talking about stuff is not how the batch does things#and Echo is so... persistent#he isn't put off by the cold shoulder even if it is annoying#and they don't get to the root of what is going on with Cross but it's enough that the ice melts a little#Cross learns that Echo is a safe place (as they all are) and Echo learns that Cross is petrified of being vulnerable#they find they may have more in common than anticipated#and there is safety and comfort in each other#even when one of them may be resistant to it when they're going through it#it is the bones of an idea that hasn't truly taken shape yet#but oh it is up there#anyway apologies for my rambling it will happen again#<3#space chatter
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An aroallo canon event is walking into a space designated as friendly and safe to "all of the aspectrum" [awesome, sounds good, I like being able to talk to people about issues that affect all of us] and realizing very quickly that you are not included in "all". It's the constant need to stick up for yourself in what is supposed to be a safe space that burns aroallos out of your community spaces. If you have a stark lack of aroallos in an all-inclusive zone, ask yourself if the environment is actually safe and welcoming, or if they are expected to constantly be their own advocate with no safety net. It's immensely common and underdiscussed.
Are you sticking up for the aroallos around you? Are you asking how you can be better? Are you expecting to rely on being "called out" rather than learning for yourself? Do you know what aroallophobia looks like? What sex negativity actually is? Please don't let aroallos fade away into the background of so many boundaries crossed and lines drawn that they have to go. We need bridges between the community now more than ever, and that means making it a two way street on each one.
#aromantic#aro#arospec#aroallo#alloaro#aro allo#allo aro#aroallospec#aspec#scowl corner#we have so much in common w/other aros that we can talk about. so many goals in common.#but to create those discussions you need to have all parties feel like they can speak safely. and. to be honest?#i don't think i can truly speak my mind in most aspec spaces without being labelled an agitator or a villain. and it's not just me.#i've had to see myself out of so many community spaces because it's either anti-loveless or anti-aroallo and it's exhaustinggggg#i'll keep trying but christ alive.
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so tired. š
#iām just gonna release on here a bit since it feels like the safest place to do so recently#iām just so tired.#iām drained from sooo many things esp work#and i feel like regardless .. i open myself up to ppl and make myself readily available for ppl whenever they need me#because i want to be a safe space for ppl & i want to provide comfort#i want to be there for ppl & i want ppl to have someone by their side#i never expect anything in return but damn#all this energy poured out with nothing left for myself#nothing left to give#and iām sad because when i feel like itās my turn to need someone or a safe space#it isnāt there#so iām left feeling like i canāt decompress & then i shut myself out#itās a hard place to be#anyway thatās all lol#ty to everyone who has been there for me & has let me release some steam lol#i truly appreciate you <33#iām sorry if i havenāt been so present in general#& iām sorry if this has translated over to my work/updates in any way#brighter days coming#this is only temporary āØ
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Fuck Emilia Perez and the entire cast. They are so undeserving of awards and recognition. Fuck Zoeās response to a Mexican journalist telling her that it was harmful to project racist stereotypes. This is why we need more self awareness in ALL forms of media consumption. So avatar writers get your heads out of your asses and stop exploiting cultures that donāt belong to you because youāre thirsty for clout. Stereotypes harm people. Itās not just fiction. And until youāve experienced this in all forms yourself, this isnāt the space in which you get to disagree with me.
Iām so sick of the apologists in this fandom. And honestly Zoe is one of worst Iāve seen recently. A sobering moment to realized these celebs are not our friends. They simply just play characters we like. That film was very hurtful.
#mine#avatar explore page#new avatar blog#avatar for you#new avatar writer#new writer#white writers are truly awful on this platform#avatar blog#avatar writers#yall fucking suck and you know who you are#avatar fyp#stop portraying native people as this in your writing#avatar community#fucking do better#itās 2025#avatar the way of water#avatar 2009#Neytiri would fucking hate you Zoe#shame on her#new blog#and they know who they are and continue to abuse their platform#because theyāre narcissists#avatar#Zoe isnāt yours or my friend guys#her apology was disrespectful and disgusting#why am I the only person in this fandom with a fucking backbone to call these people out#avatar edits#a safe space must be intersectional and communal for ALL#this film was so incredibly tone deaf and hurtful
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TF One D-16
#poll#maccadam#transformers#smash or pass#request#d-16#tf one#look. listen to me. i want the movie to be good. i want it to be good so badly.#but i simply do not trust it. its giving marvel movie and that has me Incredibly Fuckin Worried#because i do not want this franchise to turn into generic safe crowd pleaser action comedy allergic to genuine emotion generator no. 6483754#i do not want cliche heavy low effort lowest common denominator movie afraid to do anything even slightly weird beyond surface level#like. look. as much as i dunk on bayverse. as much as i voice my distaste for the designs and everything micheal bay has ever done#i respect the hell out of them for letting those robots be fucked up aliens#with weird nasty unfamiliar biology#and for having intense and serious and deathly somber moments#even if they butcher the characterization of some of the bots#cough cough give me your face ill kill them all optimus#im also not crazy about it looking like optimus and megatron come from the same place in the bottom of society#its so much more compelling for megs to come from the very bottom and be hyperaware of how bad everything is#whole orion has more of an everyman position. a cushy library job. not afforded luxuries but not rotting at the bottom#because then they learn from each other. orion piecing together hiw bad things get while megs picks up how in the dark the mid caste is#also genuinely truly if i have to hear bumblebee say 'well that just happened' im walking through the space bridge into a vacuum#welp. that turned into an essay. dont mind me being a hater š
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Disco elysium portrait "studies" and doodles <3
#my first time posting art on here I do believe#kim was the first one I did I love him auueue#is this a safe space to say I dislike harrys default portrait?? its literally just the hair it throws me off. whys it so short??#his sprite/in game model as well as the The Expression painting and even the other portraits from the dreams arent like this#such a minor detail for a truly amazing game but. arggg#not even about levels of dishevelledness thats hot. but its just. off#dont think I did it justice either though#i want to do some sick visionary artwork stuff for this but I just. urgh#i need to practice sadly#anyways actual tags??#disco elysium#disco elysium fanart#harry dubois#harry dubois fanart#kim kitsuragi#kim kitsuragi fanart#sketch#traditional sketch#traditional art#wermp#my art#posting on tumblr is sm nicer than posting on instagram godbless
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went to post this on twitter but i didnt wanna get banned . crazy that u can scrape my entire lifes work and i cant even tell u to die over it <3
#im just so ........#grips fists#i feel Helpless#i hate feeling like the people i know are receding further and further Away from art communities and the public because its so#painful right now#to be posting art :(#it just IS.#and to the motherfuckers in Toyhouse doing this like... i cannot stress enough how much if u called me rn i would tell u to die 2 ur face#i just... cant pretend like im Okay with u being anywhere Near the same space as me anymore <3#there are people i Hate on an individual level and#i still want to see them eat. just not at my table#but to everyone who Scrapes Art. I want you to Die <3 ....#you value having pretty little image and serving yourself over the grief of millions of artists#to the point where you break into Our spaces where we trust that we're at least safe from *you* motherfuckers#and take Even More ...#youre fucking#selfish and greedy#truly an embodiment of every fucking sin#unable to fucking Help Yourself ?#imagine if all of these people were like. contributing to society.or. idk. DRAWING#the Waste it generates stresses me out to no fucking end too#like you will literally harm the entire human race for Yourself#i Hate you . I Hate you so Wholly#I hate Everything you are and Everything you have done to me and Everything you have done to my community and my peers#yeah. i want you to Die. The same way i want a politician to die.#no human Deserves death <3 but i still want you to <3#annnyyywaayyyyyss#i wont tag this as my art LMFAO its basically a fucking#vent post#i just HAD to get my feelings out cuz genuinely every time i talk about this with my friends it
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i know after caramel weāre feeling kinda sad about the dancing references and āshow me how to dance foreverā
but- as someone who basically made dancing their entire personality for 14 years (and who cannot let go of that- because it is truly still such a major part of my life- everything is viewed through the lens of dance for me) i still hear a lot of hope in that phrase.
idk, dance is something that just. will never ever be connected to negativity in my mind- i cannot ever think of dancing as a bad thing. and itās something humans do when weāre happy. hopeful. euphoric. vessel says heāll keep dancing. and maybe instead of that being a prison (like the stage is), maybe thatās more of a battle cry?
āthis life may not be what i had expected, the pitfalls are deep and scary, but i will continue to dance because i want to live and have hope and joyā heās not just saying heāll keep dancing because heās told to- he said heād keep dancing flat out. thatās a conscious decision. and perhaps āshow me how to dance foreverā is rather a plea for learning how to find the joy and love in it again. to bring it back to what itās supposed to be. itās like the third interlude from the tog tour- ālet [death] bring you hope in one hand and fear in the other. it is asking you to dance with both after allā. there is no hope without fear. and heās laid out his fears. now maybe itās time for hope
idk. iām just rambling. been planning a tattoo ever since this album cycle started because the smhtdf phrase hit me so hard. but to me that line is about hope. itās about being hopeful that a happy future can be found. after all, who doesnāt want to feel light enough to dance through life?
#ramble on exie#sleep token#show me how to dance forever#i mean. it could also be a reference to the dancing sickness plague.#but i choose to see it in a positive light#just some thoughts#i have very big feelings about dance and the joy it can bring#it was truly one of my only happy places growing up#the greatest stress relief. my safe space. it was cathartic and healing#and it still is- i may not get to classically dance anymore#but i dance around my house and my kitchen whenever i cook or clean#and it brings me so so so much joy#i hope dancing brings vessel joy. or that he finds that joy in it again
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Dancer Brill youāre always on my mind
#bc like guys#hear me out#he does it and has since he was a kid#but when he started getting older he realized that heād get made fun of for it#so he claimed he did it to help with football#but thatās not true#he does it because he really truly loves it#dancing is so freeing for him#because heās aware of his body and the space around him#but not because heās on edge#heās aware and he loves it#itās a safe space for him#and because of that he doesnāt let anyone see him dance#except for Bev#Bev watches him dance and sometimes sheāll slip on ballet shoes and dance with him#sigh#dancer brill my love#dancers bevbrill my loves#the outsiders musical#the outsiders broadway#clark brillstein
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Anyways I guess casual statement for the record since I've Hinted at this but never really overtly said it... Regardless of what my face looks like I am Not a woman, please and thank you.
I've recently come to the understanding that I am a transmasc flavor of nonbinary, in fact. Despite this I will likely Never be able to safely transition, so uh. Yeah. I just Look like that, okay? But please, holy shit- I am not a woman. I am now using he/they. It's in my bio.
#ackkk suddenly feeling like i never want to post any shred of my face on here again#folks it's REALLY fucking hard having to exist in a body you know you'll never get to modify to your liking#i overtly cannot safely do that#my ONE safe space where i can get away with presenting how i'd like without people IRL thinking too hard about it is cosplay#the internet is one of my ONLY spaces where i get to use the pronouns i truly wish to use#but yeah.#now you know. please respect my gender here thank you#nova rambles
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tumblr is the only platform i have where none of my irls use thank GOODNESS
anyways irl said murder drones sucks which ok understandable but also they did say oneshot was a very difficult game that they couldnt beat so i stopped taking them seriously after that
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everything will be ok in 8 days :)
#i keep telling myself that idk sorry to hyperfocus on hobi but heās truly my safe space#everything feels bad today and my brain is in code red sewercidal š®#just using this like a diary to yap because i feel unwelcomed in all other spaces
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